lawatan....

28hrbulan ..... g lawatn ke petrosains klcc n aquaria , , ikotkn tana pegy puwn , , tp pk taon ny last kua ma kwnkwn , , pasny bwa dri msingmsing , , tah mana tecampa aku ny nt , , [ menanti pnoh dbaran ] ... lwtn ??? memenatkan gilergiler !!! na tecabot kaky rasany , , paikn aku sakap at kwnkwn aku " lau nampa ad kaky tecampak tibetibe angan tekijot ya , , to kaky aku la to , , "..... heeeeee .... pnat to , , :|
mmmm..... almklom mknn at sana mmg bapak mahal tp ad aku kesah ??? aku hentam saja la kot , , kiteorg mamam pizza pai RM104.17 . . ap mcm ??? hahah , , alaala owan kaya msingmsing , , heee ..... to ja la kot , , bosan puwn ad juga , , tp sabar ja la , , taon last kn , , addition !!! sabar melayan prangai buda prasaan HOTTSTUFF to ... sabar je der , , mcm bagos !!! wekkk !!! da la . . tada ap na citer !! ta best puwn !!! pnat ja dpt !!! ap dahhh !!!!!!!!!!!



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malu , , ,

maluny ......... :| , , napenape ??? pnjg citer dy , , [ pndekkn !! ]
citer dy cm ny , , td clas akhir bi , , wktuwktu kmuncak cmto , , d tamba pula dgn subj bi , , fuhhh , , tekelipkelip mata , , [ teigauigau katel dan dido d ruma ...] , ngantok giler !!! then kwn aku sakap " suggest la at ticer buad games , , bored la , , then ticer maso ja , , aku puwn skap la at ticer ANANTY , , then budabuda satu clas stuju !! wuhh !! ta sgka ,,ngat gang kami ja , , rupany satu klas !! wahaha , , then buad la game , , name game to " LIKE " buad la main map tok ap saja yg kita like dgn kwn sbela , , aku puwn tulis la mcmmcm kn , , dan yg mjadi isu " going out with my beloved !! " ... aduhh , , bfore to ticer kutip la ketas yg kami tulis to dan ticer ad ltak num at ketas kami then ngat la num to , , change nan paper owan laen , , cehh !! then tka la sapa pny paper kn , , then paper aku last skaly !!! buda yg tkang bace tu puwn bace la , , bnyak ugak kot , , lam blasan juga , , BUT DLMDLM BNYKBNYK TO TICER INGT " GOING OUT WITH....... then budabuda ny ap ag , , TO FARAHANIM PNY !!! [ MALU DER !!! ] then ticer tny , , " going out with wat ??? aku dgn spantas yg munkin p amex paper to dpd buda to , , hahahah , , then buda yg bacer td ngat juga statement to , , " going out with beloved " , , tingtong , , kwn aku yg mlut ta boley na tutup ( afiqah hasmawi ) , , " ma adopted sister dy ticer , , alaa , , bkas skolah ny ugak la ticer , , ta kn ta knal " dy ny mmg , , mlut paya na tutup , , grrr !!!! pasto sy ny mmpu diam ja la , , malu pulak !! dpd ad yg ta taw apap , , abes sato klas taw bub mlot c nenek ny , , [ harap d ampun ya nene afiqah a.k.a ank mawi !!! hahaha , , :p , , pasto ticer tibetibe citer , , [ sy rgkaskn ja ya bub speking my ticer is too long , haha , , " it it 2 yearss back , , and d girl is 2 years more than u oll ...... anak mawi ny puwn semak , , " hahh , , btolbtol ticer , , [ mksud c ank mawi ny , , kaka aku la , , ] cehhh , , then ticer smbong alek , , " i just fnished my work n i wait for my father at terminal , , then , , i saw a girls , , n i know her , , she is prefect , , she just out from d van , , and a boy , , i just keepan eyes towars her , , n i just there , , she wasn't noticed me there , , huhh , , she n her boy , , walking together , ,n did not noticed me at all , , " then ticer puwn gelenggeleng , , actually aku ta paam ap tjuan ticer citer story to , , then c ank mawi ny bekatakata lagi " dy pndy maen gitar ta ticer ??? [ c ank mawi ny kn !!! ta abes abes cari pasal ma aku , , sabar je la , , hahahah , , :) [ snyum ja la yg mmpu , , ] , aduduh .... tp bgos juga sumer owan tawu , , tada la owan na mnyemak nt !!! itu la citer dy , , dalam malumalu hgga buad aku mgigil ad juga terselit rase bgga !!!
senyumsss .... to la citer dy .... tammat ....


timer kaseh kpd sapasapa yg sudi luangkn masa tok bacer !!!
.......................<3

terharu , , :')

terharuny , , :') [ menangis , , ] np ???? bub aty tibetibe na bace blog kaka , , then buka la , , bace la , , catatan yg pling tebaru , , wat it is ??? kaka skap kaka syg adeq !!! ya , sy taw !!! :') , , dan juga akn pstikn kbahagiaan sntiasa bsama !! grrr ,,, yah !!! adeq juga sygkn kaka !!! telalu sygss !!! telampau syg !!! tida ad gnty buad kaka !!! kaka yg terakhir !!! dan tiada yg laen !!! [ wuuu , , * nanges ,  ] kaka mang baek !!! bub to sy sygss !!! terima kaseh bnyakbanyak krana still ad rsa sygg dan rindu to , , :) , , adeq puwn same , , adeq tggu kpulangan kaka !!! [ kpulangan kaka d nanty , , ]


p/s : pluang hny dtg skaly !!! kita manfaatkn pluang yg ad tok kukuhkn ag hbgn kita wlupuwn sebesar mana ombak melanda , , quatkn aty , , gngm tgn besama , , tmpoh besama dlm susa mahupuwn sng !! SNTISA BSAMA , , SLAMANY !!! TRIME KASEH SEADANY !!!

much of lurve !!! <3 , ,


terime kaseh buad smua , ,
doakn yg tebaek buad sy dan kaka , ,
dan biakn kami idop besama dlm susa mahupuwn sng hgga ke akhir hjung nyawa !!
amin !!! :)

maafkan ....

mggu ny mggu  sedey buad saya ??? nape ??? teluka bub ap ??? tne pisau ??? atet ka ??? tidatida , , sy luka dlmn ,, tada sapa yg taw melaenkn yg satu ALLAH YG MAHA MENGETAHUI ... sy reda , , munkin ini dugaan buad saya . . jd ,,, saya harus tabah kuatkn smangat !!! [ semangat ,,,] biasa la tada hbgn yg ta d landa dugaan , , bgitu juga buad saya , , TAPI  hbgn sy mukan la ma pkwa ow wat , , tp dgn SATUSATUNY kaka sy , , sy ta mmpu na buad apap , , saya ta taw mana ksilapan ny , , tp owan salu sakap , , duadua sala , , lau duadua na ikot kpala sndri , , pkara to ta kn suda , , jdny sy amex kputusn untok mengalah DEMI KAKA ... sy pujok dy , , sy tex dy tiap ary , , tp tada balasan , , tapa ,,, sy tap tggu , , sy tggu smpi saya mati ,, :) ,, mmm...... " kaka , , adeq syggsss kn kaka , , tada sapa yg dapat gntikn kaka buad adeq yg nakal ny , ,kaka ja mmpu , , kaka quatkn smangat yer ,, kita samasama tmpoh ,, dlm susa mahupuwn sng ,,,, :') , adeq tap ma kaka ,, ap yg blaku ??? cm ny , , satu ary to sy tada mood , , tah mana ilgny mood to tah , , then kaka sy ilang , , tah mana pegy ,, then dgn mood yg ilang betambah dgn kaka yg ilang = ta tethan emosi , , AMARAH !! sy tulis at wall fb sy " skaly ako d tipu , , smpi mati aku ta kn maapkn , , sekaly aku d tipu , , sygg boley betuka bncy ..." [ marah menguasai diri , , ] jauh dlm sudut 3 pnjuru aty ny , , SY RINDUKN KAKA !! tp kaka tah ke mana , , sy geram + tension+ marah = ambil kputusan off fon , , then tym saya off kaka ad mcet , , [ tjuan off fon mukan na jaokn diri ataupuwn buad kaka risau tp tok mengawal emosi , , bub sy takot if on kaka tetibe mcet , takot termaki ow terkasar ma kaka , , so , ,to la tjuanny , , kaka sy pula jnis yg tlalu care , , if anythin she want me to tell her !! ] dlm mood mara , , sy ta ska d pksa , , sy akn cerita , , tp bg pluang tok sy benafas dlmdlm lenyapkn api kmarahn ,, tp kaka still na taw on d spot , , * ibarat menyimbah mnyak petrol ke api yg sdang marak mbakari aty ... ] pasto kaka still pjok , , [ api blom na reda ,,, jdny ta terpjok , , ] pasto kaka bace at wall fb to kn , , dy koy na taw wat appen , ,  [  ta bsedia na citer tp d pksa ] ... YA ALLAH ,, munkin at c to sy tekasar , , [ kaka ,, maafkn adeq !!! ta sngaja !! ] ,, pasto kaka kalas ahh na skap bnyk , , chat pula at fb ,, tp line bb yg saya guna ta bpe na clear , , then kaka mcet , , [ huhhh , , sy ta besedia na citer !!!!!] then kaka myb mara la kot , , dan kaka rasa ap yg saya mention at wall fb ada kaitan ma dy , , [ actually sy ta tju pada sapasapa , , ] ... btw masa on fb tgk gamba buffday kwn kaka , , tetibe ad kaka skaly ,, sy pelik la , , kaka at pahg cmna ja ad lam gamba ny ??? [ terasa teluka d situ , , dlm otak ny pk " kaka alek ta bgtow adeq !! at c 2 da teluka , , ] then mood betamba melayang la tah ke mana , ,  pasto tgk pitch kaka , , sentap tebace comment seseorg , , [ wat it is ??? ] " na tmpang jd adeq kaka boley ??? ,,, kaka jwb " na tmpang tne bayar , , then buda to eply balek " alarrr , , kaka jwb " stakat blanja kfc ja puwn ,,, " [ so teluka untok kaly ke 2 , , [ otak yg ligat ny bepk , , ' if buda to stuju na blanja kfc , , jd la MENUMPANG ??? ] heiii !!! sentap aty ny !!! [ sabar ja la , , ] then twos off , , mara !!! * smbong alek ,, then kaka ngat sy pk dy ad tipu sy , , sy ta skap puwn cmto , , [ mmg ta tju pada sapasapa puwn , , tga mara sgtssss kn !! ] then munkin kmuncak kmarahn kaka mula mningkat , , kaka puwn pesoalkn pasal " darling fara , , ] to pggilan ad la knalan at fb to , , [ actually sy ta ad niat ap puwn ma laky to , , tjuan sy bek ma laky to bub mahu bktikn yg laky to btolbtol owan sbena ta matsalleh atau TIPU !! sy buad cmto bub na slamatkn kwn sy , , to ja !! sy da compromy ma kwn sy ag sowan tok buad bnda to , , so pggilan nama to TIDA MMBWA MKSOD APAP ,,, sy knekne bekbek ma laky to , , bru la dpt bongkarkn !!! [ alaala james bone !! haha , , ] then pasal to la kamy gado , , kaka anta text " jgn cari akk ag , , [ ya allah , , btapa telukany ako d ktika itu , , mcm da d cncgcncg aty ny , , * mengalir air mata mmbasahi pii pipi , , ] sy hny mmpu mnangis , , sy sedey , , :'( , , smpy aty kaka , ,
cmto la citer dy , , then smpi skrg kaka ta tex apap , , SY TAP TGGU !! se lagi sy masey benafas , , :)
if sy mati jap ag , , at sini sy MEMOHON AMPUN DAN MAAF SKIRANY TEKASAR BAHASA ATAU TELANJUR PBUATAN HGGA MMBUAT KAKA KCEWA , , MAAF ADEQ !!

itu sahaja , , tp , , adeq tap sygg kaka smpi bilabila , , ngat lah !!!
TELALU SYGG !!

sayang sgtssss , , ,

sayang sgtsgtsss ma dy !!!! sapa ??? knpa ??? mmmm , , pd dy la , , kaka sy !!! noradila norzlan !!! dy baek sgtsss !!! kaka yg pling bes la buad sy ny yg nakal !!! haha , , pnat taw na lyn sy ny sbenany , , bub byk sgtss karenah !!! mengalahkn buda kecik taw !!! serik !!! =] , , mmm , , indu sgtss at kaka sy , , dy jao la , , dy blaja , , so kami rindurinduan , , hehek , , [ hubi semasa,, ] ... ag pasal kaka sy ??? dy mucux sy !! dy lmbu sy !! haha , , [ gelaran manja , , ] hny kami bedua sahajew la , , ngekngek , , ag ap yew ??? kaka sy tggi tp btentgan dgn sy !!! sy pndek !!! grrrr !!! ehhh , , bknbkn !!! [ kurg ktggian sajew , , tggitggi la juga tp ya ckup la , , ] [ perasan jap ,,, ] haha , , rindu la ma dy !!! heshhh !!! tggu dy balek !! [ mnuggu pnoh pnantian !! ] na pilok na cium !!! mlepaskn rindurinduan pd dy !!! heshhh , , [ sbarsbar ,, ] hehe , :)luffluff ma dy , , <3 ,
da married da puwn ma kaka sy at fb , , [ sesaja , , ] angan pk laen pula ya , , kami mmg sehati sejiwa , ,ta boley bepisa puwn , , gila jdny !! haha , ,
ta boley citer manyakmanyak , , nt d rmpas owan !! haha , , heshhh , , paya taw !!! dlu puas la mnahan bahtera dr d lambong ombak , , [peribahasa tah apap tah , ]
 ramai na beminats ma kaka sy ny na buad kaka agkt !! fedup tol !!! seb bek sy juga tap d hati ! hahaa !! da buad pjnjian !!! ta boley ad adeq laen se lagi ako masey ma dy !!! if ta , , ako yg blah !!! heshhh , , jnji dy bhagia , , tmpong bhagia ja kn , , [ baek la konon kn , , ] ta hkikatny mngambil masa hgga k hjung nyawa untok mlupakn dy !!! huh !!! smpi skrg stil ad yg mnyemak na kn dy jd kaka !!! heihei ,,, sy idop ag okey !!! jgn mmpi na rmpas kaka sy dokey !!! ad paam ??? arap mklom la ya , ,
mmmm . . to ja la yg mmpu sy kgsikn besama , , sy BAHAGIA ...........

apap puwn sy sygsss sgtsss ma kaka sy !!!
alwaysss mishin u kaka !!!



terima kasih ................... <3

kwnkwn yg ..........

mmm , , kwn ??? ap mksod kwn ??? kwn adala cermin pd diri seseorg , ,  TETAPI kwn yg sy ad sumer duri !!! duri yg ad dlm dging !!! mnyakitkn !!! ap ptot kita buad pd kwn yg d gelar duri ??? [ minta pdpt sakalian , ] ... na bnci ariari pula jmp erk , , mmm , , ta taw la na komen ap kn , , lumrah hidup ,,, ako ad ramai kwn tp sjak akhirakhir ini ,,,sumer kwnkwn yg ako ad beruba !!! knpa ??? mengapa ??? ta taw la , , lau na d bncgkn saket aty ja , , yg btolbtol kwn ako skrg adala menagah dan shajaratul [ thanks bykbyk kwn bub sudi jd kwn ako !!! lufffff u ol !!! ] yg laen da ilg , , malas na cari alek , , [ just let them go , , ] . perangai kwn ako yg sorg ny , , " belagak pndi " ... no nid to mension nama la , , yup  , , mmg dy pndi lau na d bndingkn nan ako , , ako just buda 5A ja , , dy up skit kn , , [ tp ayah ako skap , , ' ta pelu bndingkn diri dgn dia ,,,, ta mustahil ako yg 5A ny ta dpt kala kn dy !!! ] menusuk kalbu !!! haha , , taw la dy pndi kn , , tp skap dy to yg mnunjuknunjuk pndi ta pelu rasany !!! tp bila ad owan ag pndi dr dy , , dy akn bnci buda to , , dan akn sntiasa mcari pasal !!! ap pny owan la to , , fed up giler babeng la kn ,,, urghhh , , =|
to la prangai dy !!! ,, kwn yg kdua ??? mmm , , dlu konon besfwen la kn , , ad ugak secretsecret yg share ma dy , , cm kutokkutok owan to share la ma dy , , haha , , [ kantoi ,,,] tp to dlu !!! skrg ta ag , , sjak dy pinda skola , , dy ta ingat da kononny besfwen ny , , tmbhtmbh pila dy da ad cnta aty , , untg la kn ,,, dy ad , sy ta ad , , mmmmm.......smpikn ako bnci ugk la skunk ma dy !!! na jmp puwn maleh da ,, dy ad cntct ako ajx jmp tp aty ny da tada untok dy , , [ sorry to say ,, ] mmmmm . . . kwn yg ktiga pula perasan bgos !!! lyk dy ja yg perfect !! mcm bgos !!! dlu masa f3 rpat gak ma dy , , dok smeja ag , , then lamalama tepisa da ,,, dy boley skap ako tiru tolisan dy !!! heyyy , ,tah apap tah , , then tiru gaya dy skap alaala k**** to , , [ sabar je la kn , , ] then skrg dy ta amex sto aliran ma sy ag , , then dy ad kwn baru , , tapa la , , jnji dy bhagia , , yg laen ny pula , , sama ugk la prangai , , kunon owan tiru dressup dy , , taw la awk cntekk [ tp tada la cntek mana ,,] haha , , jaad !!! prasan bgos la , , hotstuff bak kata kwn skelas ako !! haha , , tp kot cntek pown ta bwa ke mana kn , , heee , , otak ny yg mjamin masa dpan ,,, urrrrr,,,,,,................... lagi ??? to ja la yg na d ktgahkn prangaiprangai kwn sy !!! yg baek menaga ,,, dy slalu tlg sy , , shaja pula pdgr yg setia , , haha ,, syggg kaw org !!! frenz eve yup !!!


sekian saja coretan sy ........

selamat malam , ,